Tashmica “Firecracker” Torok
Founding CoDirector

(she, her, hers)

Tashmica Torok is a nationally recognized survivor activist working to end child sexual abuse. She is a powerhouse fundraiser and movement maker who has raised hundreds of thousands of dollars and countless volunteer hours in support of her work.

She is a member of the Just Beginnings Inaugural Cohort, Lansing Area Transformative Justice Collective, and MSU’s SANE Advisory Board. She has trained hundreds of parents, educators, social workers, and other community stakeholders in topics related to child sexual abuse, trauma, militant self-care, and prevention. She is also a published storyteller. Most recently, she is a contributor to Love With Accountability: Digging up the roots of child sexual abuse which is currently available on AK Press.

Tashmica has been awarded the Michigan Jaycees Foundation’s Outstanding Young Michigander Award in 2014, USA Network’s 2015 Characters Unite Award, the 2016 Emerging Leader Award from Sistrum: the Lansing Women’s Chorus, Child Advocate of the Year 2017 by the Lansing Exchange Club, and was the inaugural recipient of the Greater Lansing Inspirational Woman of the Year Award, in 2019.

Her biggest thrill continues to be accomplishing her heart work at The Firecracker Foundation with healing children, teens and families. As the executive director of The Firecracker Foundation, she incites riots of generosity and advocates for the healing of children and families every day. Tashmica is the kind of friend who always encourages you to do more. She’s a published storyteller and a nearly retired roller derby skater. She’s also the mother of three children, wife to a talented tile installer and a behind-the-scenes volunteer.


Carolyn Abide
CoDirector + Operations Manager

(she, her, hers)

Carolyn is the face behind the scenes here at The Firecracker Foundation. Her office magic keeps everything from paychecks to parties to pens in good supply.

With an educational background in Sociology and Anthropology Carolyn went on to spend 15 years in Chicago working with people struggling with addiction and homelessness. With the knowledge gained from that experience and time spent in the L’Arche community centering the gifts and callings of the core members there, Carolyn brings a deep belief that every life has enormous value and endless potential.

She is mother to two vibrant and strong-willed children, partner to a kind and hard-working soul and lover of any and all kinds of cheese, sweets and fiber art (except Limburger. No-one likes Limburger, not even its mother).


Tara Scott
CoDirector + SIS Program Director

(she, her, hers)

Tara Scott-Miller is an ancestor-guided and liberation-minded radical Black unschooling mama to a 10-year old ray of light. An alum of New York University, Tara explored the intersections of race, gender, culture, media and psychology during her undergraduate studies and later received her M.A. from Tisch School of the Arts. 

But Spirit is her first language.

For the past 14 years, Tara has followed the deep call to bridge her holy curiosity in cognition and behavior to the spiritual foundations of mindfulness immersing herself in the study and practice of collective healing. She is an experienced meditation teacher, founder of a contemplative community, and a curator of transformative, sacred spaces dedicated to justice, liberation and healing practices — whether in private rituals, spiritual direction sessions, or communal gatherings.

Discovering an organic alignment between her facilitation of spiritual development and the frameworks of Healing Justice + Transformative Justice, Tara has designed numerous workshops on embodied awareness practices; hosted community-based dialogues for MSU’s Project 60/50; presented healing justice sessions at the Allied Media Conference; launched her healing justice project, radical bodhicitta, and led Quaker and Buddhist communities through this intensive inquiry-and-discernment model; co-facilitated workshops on health equity and social justice for a local public health organization; helped to seed the first Transformative Justice cohort in her community; and continues to develop her knowledge, capacity and skills in service of intersectional justice and abolitionist teaching.

In September 2019, when Tara was recruited to join The Firecracker Foundation as the Program Director for Sisters In Strength, she immediately recognized the opportunity as an expansion of her vocation and an extension of her soul’s call to cultivate legacy work. Affectionately known to her colleagues as the “Kween of Pump Da Breaks” (and most likely to be heard asking, “Have you factored in time to transition + rest?”), Tara brings her spirit of “radical bodhicittato the organizational mission of building a community invested in the holistic healing of children and teens who are survivors of sexual trauma and gender-based violence(s). 


Connie Perkins
Program Director + Lead Midwife

(she, her, hers)

Connie Perkins is a midwife, activist, and herbalist living on a wooded homestead on the ancestral, traditional, and contemporary Lands of the Anishinaabeg – Three Fires Confederacy of Ojibwe, Odawa, and Potawatomi peoples. An avid woods-walker, Connie spent her childhood split between coastal Virginia and the Menominee Indian Reservation in Northern Wisconsin. She moved to Michigan in 2006 when she came to visit a friend and unexpectedly married him. They now live in a dreamy sugarbush with a whole lot of goats, dogs, chickens and wild children.

As a young adult, Connie lived in a commune in northern Chicago where she worked in many different roles at a local homeless shelter. Working and living alongside families who did not have adequate access to resources and support was a catalyst for her passions of birthing advocacy and reproductive justice. It was there that she solidified a desire to serve families during the most vulnerable and powerful times of life.

In 2007, Connie trained with DONA to become a birth doula and began working with street affected and homeless women in the Lansing area.  In 2009, just a few months after her own homebirth, Connie joined a busy midwifery practice as a student midwife. After 4 years and attending nearly 200  births, she completed her training and certified with the National Association of Registered Midwives. Ever the philomath, Connie then completed her BSM at Midwives College of Utah, where she is now Adjunct Faculty. Connie is also the founder and lead midwife of Red Cedar Birth and Botanicals, a local doula and homebirth midwifery program.

Connie’s birth activism includes serving on the Michigan State Licensing Board for Midwives as well as the Michigan Midwives Association Board of Directors, where she is currently the Vice President. She has a deep personal commitment to listening to people and making sure they are respected and trusted. Connie sees her work as a midwife as participation in a radical movement back to honoring our bodies and supporting access to choice.


Ash Meadow
Operations Administrator


Ash is our newest staff member! They were The Firecracker Foundation’s first VISTA, serving as Volunteer & Training Coordinator. They began that role in February of 2020 and held on throughout the year as it unfolded—demonstrating their capacity to make things happen even within conditions of uncertainty and turmoil. Supporting The Firecracker Foundation in their new role is like a dream come true!

Ash is a first-generation college graduate who left South-West Michigan to attend Michigan State University. There, they earned two B.A.s—majoring in Social Relations & Policy, Anthropology, and Gender Studies and minoring in Mandarin Chinese and LGBTQ & Sexuality Studies. Their passion for taking action and building bridges across socioeconomic differences helped them grow into a student leader and an activist. They facilitated workshops for MSU’s Sexual Assault & Relationship Violence Prevention Program for four years  and worked for several MSU programs serving International Students. They also served on the executive boards of student organizations committed to building relationships interculturally and registered voters during the 2018 election. Ash is a Survivor (with-a-capital-S) living an ongoing healing journey from the traumas of child abuse and adult sexual & relationship violence, among others. They are deeply committed to personal and societal transformation, understanding them as interwoven. They’re tenacious and spirited!

Outside of the work Ash does for The Firecracker Foundation, they’re engaging in civic life with their community. In their leisure time they enjoy cooking (and especially eating!), listening & dancing to music, ritual, audiobooks, watercolors, sewing, and swapping stories about this fascinating world we share!